Adamira - The Beginning

The name given, Mohd Adam Rifqal.

This guy is really something. Well, aku kenal dia time kerja kat Manhattan Fish Market IOI City Mall. Two weeks before my last day to be exact. 14th July 2016. Yep.

Well, time dia mintak kerja with four other of his friends, I was there. Time dia isi borang tu aku ingat lagi. But that time aku tak notice dia sgt. I only noticed Wan. 

So yeah, aku start notice dia time first day dia kerja. Mana taknya. Aktif semacam kottt. Lari2 bagai omg. Laju ah dia buat kerja. Kalau korang tengok, mesti korang akan cakap dia budak2 sangat. Kitaorg yang lain selalu bahan dia. Si Raja especially. Raja suka gelakkan dia. Oh well, I did too. But I honestly think that he is super adorable like that! Comel gila. Aku tertarik ohhh.

So the first time we talked was when this BIG thing happened at work. Lan and Karan were fighting kat kitchen over something. Mmg serious gila ahh. They were yelling and mmg heated gila. I was at the cashier then tetiba ada orang keluar from kitchen dgn botol sos kat tangan xD Omg hahaha yes, it was AR. He looked so scared running out from the fighting scene. Dia tengah top up sauce tapi lari keluar sbb ada orang bergaduh. Hahahaha comel gila wehhh muka takut dia tu lol. And since then aku suka kacau dia like ejek2 said that dia penakut and he kept denying. Sumpah comel haha.

And since then I tried to get close to him. Suka kacau dia and dia pun boleh tahan mengacau aku. Kacau mengacau ni start on the first week kitaorg kenal. First week tu buat kerja macam biasa and kacau just like that. Aku selalu jugak la perhatikan perangai dia ni. Suka lari2. Pastu rajin buat setting. Rajin gila buat setting sudu garfu or 'sudu gadu' is what he love calling that thing. He'll be like "Sudu gadu mana sudu gadu?" Hahaha comel kan? xD Pastu bila aku dtg nak tolong buat setting, dia akan halau. That time still strangers. Like tak bercakap sgt lagi. But I love when he's around. Hari ahad on the 2nd week tu, dia tak datang and I was quite disappointed sbb aku nak dia ada. I think I told him that the next week was my last week kot. And he was quite sad? Lol. 

I don't know exactly when we started talking. Maybe time gaduh tuu. But I remember how we got closer. Time tu aku kena jaga bar and dia drinks runner. Kena hantar air. Since I was so bored and time tu tak busy, while washing all the glasses, aku ajak dia borak. I knew he's younger than me tapi saje nak tanya lagi lol. I was like

Me: Umur kau berapa?

AR: 19.. kau..?

Me: Aku..? Teka laaah. (Well I will always make all the people yg tanya umur aku berapa tu utk teka my age. And sorang pun tak pernah betul. They'll say I'm 18, 19 and what not.. but...)

AR: 21. (Woahhhh! Hold on brother. You got that right. Aku terkejut gila kottt. Sumpah tak sangka. The thing is, he said it like he already know it tauu! Mcm bukan meneka langsung. Sesuatu sangat. Tapi aku buat bodoh je..)

Then the conversation goes on and on.. Aku tanya dia skrg buat apa.. Tengah belajar lagi ke apa belajar apa semua. Lol. Interview habis haha. Tapi sikit je laa. And since then, kitaorg bercakap like good friends. Makin galak dia usik aku. Ada je benda nak kenakan aku. Pastu aku pun suka memarah dia (marah memain). And it goes on and on.. 

Then one day tu, dia randomly kata bibir dia sakit. When he said bibir, aku automatically teringat ada vaseline kat dalam drawer cashier. Since aku suka pakai vaseline, aku suruh la dia sapu. Igtkan elok laa. But guess what? Dia cakap lagi sakit. Kepala otak diaaa. lol. Vaseline tu elok kot. Asal sakit pulak? And he kept walking in front of me while holding his lips and cakap sakit. Siot betul. Aku rasa bersalah laaa. haha. Kesian pun ada. Tapi nak buat cemana. Takkan nak cium pulak kann. Hahaha lol.

And from that, he started coming to me with macam2 sakit. Kuat mengadu jugak budak ni rupanya. Memula sakit bibir tu. The next day, Dia datang kerja pastu mengadu sakit tekak pulekk. Then the next day datang, cakap dia tak boleh tido. So dia ngantuk bla bla. Then on Wednesday he came... Cakap kaki melecet. Omg this kid. Time tu aku still tak tahu apa motif dia.

But aku rasa time tu aku dah start suka kat dia. Aku je laa suka dia. And I felt very sad that that week was the last week aku dapat kerja ngan dia. He's very fun laa. Okay like this, on the last week tu, Dia cuti khamis while aku cuti jumaat and sabtu. Then ahad tu was my last day. So hari selasa tu, time break tak silap. Aku beranikan diri mintak Insta dia. Because I want to keep in touch. Mintak nombor kang macam obvious sangat. Malu la aku haha. So yeah, time tu dia tengah break dgn si Wan. I sat next to him. Pastu aku sesaja mintak insta Wan dulu. Padahal aku nak AR punya en.. Taktik je tuu. Malu laa nak mintak AR punya dulu hehe. 

Bila dah dapat je, happy gila haha. But damn, the next day he didn't stop teasing me about my 1000+ posts. Malu gila wehh. Pastu dia cakap dia tak sempat nak scroll sampai habis. Loading laa apa laaa. LOL sape je suruh kau scroll smpai habis? Haha.

Then the last few days before dia cuti tu, aku rasa kitaorg dah rapat gila. And damn wehh. I think I like him too much sampai aku terlepas panggil dia "Awak". LOL. Time tu tengah rushing gila and I was like "Awak tolong print bill table 21 jap" And damnnnn malu siaaa. But I saw him smiling!! Aku nampak dia senyum. haha and from that moment, dia berani guna awak saya dgn aku. 

Oh oh oh ! Lupa nak bagitahu. He's younger than me right? Tapi dia tak panggil aku akak tauu. With the others dia panggil akak. Tapi aku dia panggil nama. So kat situ dah lain. Aku tak expect anything la kann. So yeah, like I said, dah hujung2 tu dia berani guna awak saya. Aku pun layankan aje.. Haha. 

Dia ni kaaan, I don't know why but suka balik lambat even dia dah boleh clock out awal. One day tu aku closing, dia sepatutnya until 9pm je like that. Tapi aku suruh dia closing angkat kerusi lol. Saje kacau dia. Lagipun time tu closing semua gegirl. Apa salahnya. And dia bebetul buat wehh. Dia angkat semua kerusi. Sweet gila. Then the next day aku closing lagi and dia dah clock out awal. But he still stayed kat kedai sampai habis closing. Maybe nak tunggu member2 dia sekali. Tapi mengacau aku nombor satu. Aku closing cashier time tu. Pastu habis closing, aku tolong mahmood buat setting. Oh well, aku dah biasa buat setting tu. Pastu si AR kept teasing me. He'll be like "Kau tengok, kau tengok dia buat setting. Kau tengok master buat setting. Laju gila" He said to Mahmood. Pastu kenenkan aku ngan mahmood. Dia cakap "Fuhlamak, korang bagai pinang dibelah dua." Siot betul.

Mahmood ni ada cerita lain. Semua salah Azlan. Azlan yang start that rumor. Dia sebarkan yang aku suka mahmood. Aku saje je layankan. Mengiyakan je la en. Takde kerja. So yeah, pasal tu pun AR suka kacau aku. Aku buat bodoh je.

And yeah, the last day before dia cuti tu, he stayed again. Aku closing. Dia dah clock out 10pm like that. Dia duduk kat belakang. Ada one time tu aku saja kacau dia since he said dia tak cukup tidur en, Aku cakap laa "Kata nak tido." Then I smirked and he just smiled. Oh my heart. Cair kat situ hehe. 

So again, aku closing cashier. I don't know why but he suddenly came and stood right next to me time aku tengah kira duit. Kacau2 aku.. Nak kira duit punnn susah wehh. Sumpah aku nervous time tu sbb dia ada sebelah. I just acted cool and suruh dia kirakan sikit duit tu lol. Ye laaa, diri situ je buat apa. Buat aku nervous je. And he helped me. Kebetulan pulakkk time tu RM50 hilang. Tak cukup. Aku dah cuak. Rupanya ada terselit somewhere. Manager was like "Habislaa mira. Kalau betul hilang tadi, mira kena bayar" And aku selamba je cakap "Mana ada.. Adam la bayar.." And he was like "Bayar je laa." Lol dia ni mmg jenis yang takde masalah dgn duit agaknya. Senang2 je nak keluar duit.

Cakap pasal duit, ada pernah sekali tuu.. Dia buat silap apa tahh dgn customer. And benda tu involve duit. Kak Ida suruh dia bayar tapi time tu dia kata dia tak bawak card. And no cash. Around RM14 like that dia kena bayar. Tapi dia takde duit. Since aku cashier, I said laa, "Takpe2, aku bayar dulu... tapi kau kena bayar balik double laa." Hahaha I was just joking but dia cakap "Double pun double laaa." Tapi luckily, that night, duit cashier terlebih. Kak Fatin kata aku mmg suka curi duit customer xD Tah mana datang duit tuu. So duit si Adam dah cover. But the next day, aku tengah break, he came to me and tanya duit semalam tu duit sape. Aku cakap je la aku. Pastu tetiba dia bagi aku RM20. He gave and went. Aku tak sempat nak explain pape. So bila aku dah masuk kerja, aku nak pulang la balik duit tu. Ye laaa, takkan aku nak amik. Aku tak keluar duit pun. Tapi he kept running from me. Sakai betul. Each time aku nak dekat ngan dia, dia lari. Macam aku ada penyakit apa je. But lastly aku cakap baik2 ngan dia. Suruh dia dgr cerita aku yang duit lebih tu, baru dia accept back duit tu. Payah betul. LOL.

Oh yeah, tapi aku mmg terharu laa he helped me closing cashier that day. Sbnrnya dia stayed that day sbb dia nak tunggu kawan dia yang kerja kat Tony Roma's. Closing dorang lagi lambat. Dah habis2 tu, aku nak balik la en. Kebetulan dia pun tgh berjalan keluar nak pergi TR, aku kat belakang. Pastu dia pusing and was like "Balik dah..?" aku cakap la ye. Then he walked me from there. Kept asking me betul ke Ahad tu aku last. Dia mcm stress gila lol. "Serious ah Ahad kau last? Pastu aku dah tak jumpa kau laaa..?" And he kept asking me that while walking. Sampai dah terlepas TR tu. Dia ada pandang TR but he kept walking straight with me. Then bila dah jauh sikit and aku dah nak blah, dia suruh aku hati2 bawak motor. Nawww. Cair lagi kat situ. Haha.

So yeah, from there, tiga hari kitaorg tak jumpa. And dalam 3 hari tu, mcm2 jadi. First balik malam rabu tu, dia spam Insta aku. Like 50 plus of my pictures. Lol. Then suddenly ada this one number texted me saying "Goodnight." Perghhh I knew it was him tapi sumpah aku tahan tak reply sbb aku taknak nmpk terkejar sangat haha. I really wanted to reply tapi aku tahan. And hari khamis tu, sumpah kerja bosan gila sbb dia takde. Masa lambat sangaaaat berlalu sigh--

Tapi balik tu, happy gila hehe. Sbb sampai je rumah, dapat text from that same number. Bagi salam.. I finally replied. He started the conversation tanya "Mira kerja kan tadi..?" dia tanya apron dia kat mana. Saje je laa tu buat bahan. Padahal apron dia ada je kat bilik. Pastu suruh aku teka dia siapa. Since he username is Doraemon, aku cakap laa "Doraemon yang suka lari2." Ahahaha.

Pastu dia ada sent something kat aku. Mmg kelakar la. Pastu dia tak boleh stop gelak. Aku cakap laa dia ni mudah terhibur gila. Pastu he said, Nak buat cemana. Hidup sengsorang. Ada family pun macam takde bagai. Then I was like "Ada pulakk. Pastu apa gunanya kawan2 kau yang sakai tuu.?" Lol. Then dia cakap "Dorang je laa.." Then aku saja kacau dia and said "Aku..?" And he said "Kau special."

Woahhh. Didn't expect that. That was super fast. I mean, dia luahkan cepat gila. Benda tu buat aku lagi suka kat dia sbb I know the feeling was mutual. Tapi aku buat2 tak layan la en. Tapi mmg suka ahhh. And we kept changing pickup lines xD Gatal je hahaha. Tapi mmg can see la that he really likes me. Sounds perasan but it's the truth lol. 

Tapi aku mmg tak expect dia suka aku balik dohh. Jumaat sabtu tu pun we kept texting. I went out both days. And hari jumaat tu ada text from him like "Awak, saya nak cakap somthing boleh..?" "Apa..? Cakaplaa." "Hmmm... Awak ni comel laaa. Saya suka tengok awak.." asdfghjklksadhjfl omg hahahaha. So out of the blue and aku tersenyum sengsorang. Bapak malu. Bodo gilaaaaaa. hahahaaha. Berbunga sehhh hati time tu. Dia cakap dia geram dgn pipi aku. Sumpah insecure dohh. Dia sukaaa pipi tembam ni omg. Aku tak suka, dia suka.

So yeah, during that three days mmg msg manjang. Phone tu tak lepas langsung. Dari pagi smpai la tengah pagi lol. And it goes on and on for that three days. Then the day came. My last day. Ahad. Aku ngan dia dua2 masuk petang. So we put on a bet, sape lambat kena belanja ice cream. Oh well, aku g mmg agak awal laa. Tak sabar nak jumpa ke? Haha. So yeah, masa aku smpai tu, parking motor mcm biasa pastu terjumpa someone. Mengharapkan org lain, orang lain yg muncul.

It was Azlan. Dia pun masuk petang rupanya. Malas nak jalan ngan dia tapi dia tunggu jugak aku haihh. So terpaksa la jalan sesama g kedai. Dia ikut jalan tah mana2 haha. Jauh gila. Dah la jalan tu sunyi. Tapi aku ikut je laa. Kang kata apa pulak. Aku dah la takut ngan si lan tu lel.

Then sampai kedai, aku cari 'dia'. Tak sampai lagi.. and I was like "Yayyy ice cream!" padahal dalam hati nervous gila nak jumpa dia. Wehh sumpah i don't know why. Since aku smpai awal, aku g la solat dulu. Then balik tu masa nak clock in, dia dah masuk. A W K W A R D . Ahahahaha buat bodoh je wehhh! Konghajooo punya budak.

Kelakar laaa haha. Malu nak tegur tapi NAK SANGAT tegur. Faham tak? Haha. Sakai ahh bila igt balik. Takdelah, dah la 3 hari tak jumpa, tapi dalam 3 hari tu kan kitaorg rapat. Ye lah, msg 24/7. Pastu bila depan2, jadi awkward gila nak mati. Ahahaha siot. Nasib baik last day aku tu, aku tak duduk bar. Aku duduk luar so boleh laaa nak rapat2 ngan AR kekeke.

And guess what? Aku yg tegur dia dulu! Grrrrr dasar. He was doing the setting. Aku pun saje la menyibuk kat buzzer tu tolong dia haha. Pastu memasing senyum2 but still tak cakap apa. Mcm bodoh je lol. But i can see la that he still want to tease me. Tapi tu laa. Mmg last day tu tak byk ckp. Dia pun semacam je. Tak active mcm dulu.

Since it was my last day, staff lain semua sibuk nak layan aku. Kacau2 bagai. Si Azlan siap nak belanja aku makan. Tapi aku taknak. Sbb aku nak break dgn AR. Aku dah bagitahu Raja dah. "Abg, nnti saya nak break dgn adam tau." Pastu boleh dia bagi aku break dgn si Lan. Grrrrr. Si Lan tu dah pujuk2 aku ajak makan sekali and aku mati2 tolak. AR was there. Muka sedih je lol. But seriously tho. Mmg aku taknak. Even time tu dia offer nak belanja dubuyo! Korean foodsss! My fav. haihh tahan je tolak sbb aku nak jaga hati AR. Aku mmg fikir tu je time tu. Idk why.

Last-last aku tak pergi pun. Lan asyik ajak je. Aku terus lari g surau lol. Pastu balik solat, aku makan sengsorang. Mintak staff meal mcm biasa pastu makan kat belakang. Haha time ni sumpah kelakar. Aku tengah makan. Pastu ada la makhluk sorang ni asyik datang belakang jeeee. It was AR. Omg it was super obvious kottt! Kejap2 nak lalu kat belakang pastu tengok2 aku. Menyapu laaa, angkat barang laaaa. hahaha kelakar wehh! I was like "Budak ni dah kenapaaa?" hahaha. Mmg nampak gila dia saje buat mcm tu. Pastu dah lama2 tu, aku tanya dia pasal benda tu. And he was like "Haah saya saje je buat mcm tu sbb nak tengok awak." Lel

The whole day tu buat kerja macam biasa je. And kitaorg kurang bercakap sikit that day. Dunno why. Maybe sbb dia nampak org lain semua sibuk nak layan aku since it was my last day kann.. Sampai lahhh closing. Dah habis kerja semua, lepak kat meja tunggu budak kitchen settle. So aku duduk je la situ amik gambar apa semua. Nak amik gambar ngan dia punya laa susah! Tak dapat langsung. Dia tak suka lol. There's this one time, dia cakap ngan aku dia nak balik. He was like "Weh aku balik dulu tau..." and aku muncung and geleng kepala. Serious aku tak puas spend time ngan dia. Last day kott! Nasib baik dia tunggu jugak..

Pastu, time balik tu igt nak jalan ngan dia sekali pergi kat motor. Dan2 tu pulak si Raja mintak tolong dia hantar barang kat kereta. Alahaiiii. Si Lan pulak dah tunggu aku nak jalan sekali. Aku tak tahu apa masalah si Lan tu. Takleh ke tengok aku senang ngan AR?! Aku nak je tunggu dia. Tapi nnti Lan kata apa pulak enn. So aku jalan je la ngan Lan. Singgah ATM bagai blerghh. 

Tapi serious aku jalan slow sbb aku nak tunggu AR. Sampai kat motor, tak nampak pun dia kat memana. Igtkan dia tak turun lagi, so aku msg la dia. I was like "Awak kat mana? Saya tunggu kat bawah.." Dia tak reply..

Aku saje je duduk kat motor tu lelama. Sambil layan group whatsapp kerja. Dorang wish aku apa semua. So, I used that time to make a long ass speech haha. Lama gak laa aku kat situ. Then tetiba dapat msg from AR tanya aku kat mana. Lel.

Igtkan dia tak turun lagi, rupanya dia dah gerak. Dah separuh jalan time tu. Aku cakap la aku kat parking lagi. Pastu dia tanya aku boleh tunggu tak? Sbb dia nak pusing balik and I was like... what? buat apa lol. Aku cakap tak payah sbb dia dah tengah jalan kot. Boleh pulak berhenti kat tepi nak balas msg aku. Tapi dia sungguh2 nak suruh aku tunggu. Aku tak kisah pun.. So aku tunggu je laa. Tak igt berapa lama aku tunggu. 20 mins? Maybe.

Then dapat msg from him again asking "Mana?". Aku terus pusing belakang. There he was, atas motor biru dia tuu. Pastu senyum. Alahaiii. Then he parked his bike next to mine. Aku sumpah nervous gila time tu. Tangan tak lepas dgn phone. Tak tahu aku scroll apa. Tapi mmg nervous! Wehh sumpah aku tak pernah buat mcm tu or ada dalam situasi macam tu all my life! Rasa mcm budak nakal lol!

Ye lahhh, dah la berdua dgn laki. Kat tempat parking. Pagi2 buta! Kau rasaaa?! Hahaha. Tak buat apa pun time tu. Sembang2 je. Dia byk cerita abt himself. Aku dgr je la. Sambil2 tengok phone sbb wehh malu laa nak tengok dia. haha. We were there sejam je. Pastu masa nak keluar tu, tiket aku dah expired! ahahahaha lawak bodoh. Buat malu je. Last2 dia bagi tiket dia, pastu g bayar balik tiket aku. Alahaii buat hal la mira. Haha. Pastu bila aku dah keluar tu, aku gerak je terus tak tunggu dia. Sakai ohh xD But we waved to each other so no big deal la kann.

Tapi tu laaa. Aku terharu and tak sangka dia sanggup pusing balik semata-mata nak jumpa aku. He said, dia takut lepas tu dah tak dapat jumpa aku. And aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku sanggup tunggu. The same reason maybe? But yeahh, tak pernah anyone did anything like that for me. Especially lelaki. 

And yeahhh! That's how ADAMIRA started. Hehe. And date kat parking lot tu was our first date haha. 1st August 2016. From there.... macam2 jadi smpai la skrg ni.

Love, mira